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| 01:26pm 23/03/2004 |
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you know what's weird?
i've been added to the LJ community superiorlooks.. but i don't know anyone out there..
does it mean i have to apply now..? *nervous*
i guess it's a mistake. |
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| 01:17pm 25/02/2004 |
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mood:  cold music: Manics - This is yesterday
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Haha gaaf.
Ik denk dat ik dit journal ook ga gebruiken... voor... creatieve uitspattingen ofzo?
oh nee. die heb ik niet.. hmm.. ach ja, ik vind wel iets! :)
I stare at the sky.. and it leaves me blind.. I close my eyes...
And this is yesterday
Someone somewhere soon will take care of you, I repent, I'm sorry, everything is falling apart
Houses as ruins and gardens as weeds, why do anything when you can forget everything...? |
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| 01:15pm 25/02/2004 |
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Haaaaaaaaalllooooooooooooooooooo
*echooo*
Wow, dit werkt gewoon nog! |
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| 11:58pm 14/07/2003 |
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mood:  contemplative music: Princess Monoke midi
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Hee guys, ik ben nu officieel verhuisd ->> www.livejournal.com/~re_tard_ of dus www.livejournal.com/users/retard... whatever you like best.. Tis gewoon de nieuwe username << re_tard_ >>
Ik ga dus a'maal m'n vriendenlijst opnieuw adden... sooo... if you're interested (which i doubt you are...) watch closely! |
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| 10:41pm 22/05/2003 |
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mood:  exhausted music: Smashing Pumpkins - Rat in a cage
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Since Livejournal decided to dislike me, to disown me and to annoy me to pieces...
I've moved.
At least, as long as Livejournal is behaving like this.
I've had this Ujournal one for a long time, but there was just rubbish in it (ah well.. that makes it the same as this one doesn't it?) and Ujournal just works much much better. I will miss the friendspage and friendsadvantages though... :'(
Hope you'll like me enough to go there once in a while... or not.
Byebyee |
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| 03:10pm 22/05/2003 |
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WHAAT THE FUCK IS THIS!
Livejournal is being a serious bitch! I can't edit my entries anymore. And that just sucks.
aaaaaaaaaaah |
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| 06:24pm 21/05/2003 |
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mood:  annoyed
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I am disappointed.
Blah, Latin wasn't that hard but I made loads of stupid mistakes.. (noooooo, that reminds me of the Gareth Gates idols guy, bleh).. for example.. when they required an answer in Latin I did it in Dutch (and the other way round).. and that means.. no scoring points for those parts. I need a 6.6 to score an 8.. and I am somewhere around that...
But if I don't make it it will at least be my own fault.
English was different. ARGH HMPF
But anyway. I am against complaining (you can do so through the internet), because I think it's lame.. but I might go and do it this time. English was just meeaaan. I know I might not be the superduper English speaking girl, but I am above average. And they just had really mean, tricky and impossible questions in there. And some questions weren't even impossible, but the answers were like... stated in the complete different direction as I was headed. And that just shouldn't be allowed. They should avoid situations like that by stating a clear and explicit question. Especially when it's English reading.
Fuckers. I want (and need) an 8.1... is that too much to ask? |
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| 06:21pm 20/05/2003 |
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mood:  energetic music: The Ark :p
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So, take it to the stage in a multicoloured jacket take it jackpot, crackpot, strutting like a peacock, nailvarnish Arkansas shimmy-shammy featherboah crackpot haircut
dye your hair in glowing red and blueeee.
Do, Do, Do! What you wanna do, don't think twice, do what you have to do, Do, Do, Do, let your heart decide what you have to do that´s all there is to fiiiiinddd..
Cause it taaakes a foool to remaain saaneee.. in this world all covered up in shaame.
Yeah.. let's take that advice, because i'm all stuffed with latin and i'm kinda confusing it all.
*bounces around the room like a retard*
Missus hic comes, ut ante dictum est, cum simplicitatem iuvenis incauti et suis haud imerito suscensentis adsentando indignandoque et ipse vicem eius captaret, in omnia ultro suam offerens operam, fide data arcana eius elicuit. |
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| 06:13pm 20/05/2003 |
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Blah
crammed |
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| 06:51pm 18/05/2003 |
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mood:  lonely music: The Doors - Light my fire
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i am sooo tired.. just exhausted.
and i can't be.
all i want to do is sit in the garden.. slumber... i keep falling asleep while i'm reading or studying...
i really should sleep more. but these are times i need sleep most and insomnia always turns up.
i wish i could say screw it but that's a bit naive right now isn't it?
i think i'll just finish the economics bit and go sleep. i don't care if it's seven or eight o'clock. I will wake up earlier or such. I am nervous because of Dutch tomorrow. Economics.. less.. |
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| 10:09pm 16/05/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Travis - Writing to reach you
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French was a tough one today. A really tough one. Blood sweat and tears..
Well.. that's a bit exaggerated :) Just a bit of blood because I've got the tendency of biting my lip too hard when I've got serious thinking to do.
But Coen checked (i had to work) and told me I had at least something like.. 40 out of 47 right, which is pretty brilliant.
I just have the coolest boyfriend... He made foooooooood today, greek salad and tiny cute potatothingies and a veggie burger with tuna salad and iceeecreaam. Especially for me!
Oh yeah. You all envy me now don't you?
And if you don't.. watch this: http://www20.brinkster.com/gwyllion/roosjescoen.jpg (it requires some copy/pasting i suppose)
You're jealous now aren't you ;) Muhaha, mine! Mine!
And I'm home alone this weekend.. might or might not be motivating to study. The scedule after this weekend is inhuman... torture more or less :S |
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| 11:32pm 15/05/2003 |
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mood:  calm
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I cancelled the sailing weekend because I'm panicking. Studied too much greek.. the whole week actually and kind of 'forgot' about all the other subjects. So now at least i've got some more time. Economics takes time, especially because i've been neglecting that for the past couple for ehm.. years ;). I'm such a retard.
Greek went pretty well... I think.. I checked a bit and my translation was pretty (at least I think so) and I aswered some questions the right way. We'll see, Greek is no danger, never has been.
And Latin and history are due soon too. Latin is a shitload of work, comparable to Greek and history is nice. I like history. A lot, especially the part about the Sovjet Union.
I ought to get some sleep, my eyes are twitching because of the screen, it annoys me.. a lot.
Now maybe.. I might be able to watch the matrix on sunday... :) |
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| 05:29pm 13/05/2003 |
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mood:  rushed music: Hoverphonic - Sometimes
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Als professioneel spekjeseter heb ik net een GIGANTISCHE zak van een meter lang vol met spekkies aangeboden gekregen om mijn examenperiode door te komen.
OH YEAAH |
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| 04:44pm 13/05/2003 |
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mood:  busy music: Bjork - Venus as a boy
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Zucht..
Ik denk even dat ik heel zielig ben okee? |
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| 10:03am 12/05/2003 |
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mood: productive music: Van Morrison - Brown Eyed Girl
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Zo.
Hank heeft er eens vaart achter gezet.
Vannacht om 2 uur nog mijn kamer helemaal opgeruimd, de Odysseia bijna uitgelezen (slapeloosheid komt weer eens om de hoek, niet zo vreemd, want ik heb veel meer om over te piekeren natuurlijk) en het raam wijd opengezet zodat het flink kon luchten.
Vanochtend om acht uur opgestaan, meteen een thermoskan vol met heet water gedaan, theezakjes, kookwekker en kom mee naar boven.
Boeken grieks gepakt, sigur ros cd bij de hand, kookwekker op 50 minuten gezet, om 8.20 begonnen. En zo werk ik een normale acht-urige schooldag af met 3 pauzes en steeds 50 minuten les. Grieks heeft namelijk wat catching up to do. Eigenlijk heb ik deze week facultatief les, maar dat is facultatief ja, daar heb ik dus geen zin in he.
Morgen moet ik vanalles doen op school (foto's maken en exameninstructie en een herhalingsles enzo) en zal mijn dag in het teken staan van geschiedenis en spaans en dan woensdag nog eens zo'n dag als vandaag met Grieks en ik hoop dat ik dan eindelijk bij ben.
Want donderdag heb ik examen Grieks. Oh yeah, wat hebben we daar zin in (oh nee, toch niet).
Maar ja, dan zijn we der ook vanaf he?
Lalala
*bidt tot Apollon en Athena dat discipline nog eventjes wil blijven hangen* |
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| 08:06pm 08/05/2003 |
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Moulin Rouge... the one who came up with that idea can expect some slapping from my side one time.
Tomorrow is the all-famous LSD, which has nothing to do with drugs.. (well.. not much really) but it's just our last day of school. Everyone who's meant to take part in the exams will go partying, scaring teachers and making noise at school that day. I was part of the organization... which was fun.. but I tried to pick some clothes that fit the theme.. Moulin Rouge.. today... Hell! Pff, I got some blouse with ribbon and lace... my sisters' (sounds eew, but it is not that eew.. well.. actually it is, but i'm desperate) and well.. a skirt... red top, some flowers for my hair and things. And curly hair once more. I like having big hair :p
Bleh.
Up to the exams after this.. I'm starting on thursday. Greek will be my debut... nice... or not :( |
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| I've finally come to understand life, through staring blankly at my navel... |
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| 10:00pm 07/05/2003 |
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mood: contemplative music: n.o.n.e.
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Hm, I've got nothing to share, I'm living the boring life once more.
I wish I could tell what was really on my mind but I'm pretty much clueless myself. So don't expect much updates from me.. I feel a bit lonely and forgotten, but that's okay I guess.
Don't think it will change much though, I fear it doesn't.. -_-
I am a bad friend, a bad girlfriend, a bad conversation partner, bad at english, a bad daughter and an even worse student.
I know all this. Don't try to tell me again because it will only make things worse. |
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| 12:11am 05/05/2003 |
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mood: calm music: The Ark - Hey Modern Days
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You know I really love to ride home... on my bike... when it's night and all dark. I've got my discman, singing out loud and not being embarrassed for once. It's because.. when I've got the feeling I can't see or hear anyone else.. it feels as if they can't see me either.
I know they do, I just don't want to know :)
Too bad I don't have the opportunity to do it often, some people are afraid bad people will rape me.
disco dancing with the rapists
I'm tired and all fuzzy... I feel fuzzy... odd thing to feel.
Byeee
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| 01:00am 02/05/2003 |
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mood:  curious
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Manic Street Preachers will be performing on Ruisrock in Finland soon.
I might go there because I want to move to Finland anyway.
I don't think I'll have enough money. And I have no idea how to speak Finnish.
And they're a strong rumour on glastonbury. I think that's already sold out.
I'm probably not going anywhere, alhough I might check out Metropolis Festival in Rotterdam (Interpol!?) or 't Goffertpark in July (Coldplaaay)
I'm tired and I'm free I'm freeee I'm freezing.
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